freakin... im hella frustrated rite now... Anyone know the feeling when the one you love aint giving you the time of day. Yeh, im kinda feelin that shit rite now. Fuckin iono... Its a combination of things i suppose. Part of it is an issue about mae and her friends that i dont care to touch upon rite now. And the second part is pretty recient. Well, mae had to do some slideshow for something, and thats all well and fine. I asked her to get it done. Come wednesday shes not done. She insists that i go see her on friday (insted of thursday) so she could use thrusday to get it done... So wednesday night i tell her that insted of talking to me, that she work on it so it gets done. Thursday night, still not done... She said she was lazy and says she'll finish it that night... she "says" its forsure finished around 12, and all she needs to do is burn it to DVD. I go there friday thinking all that was needed to be done was the Burning to DVD. it turns out that her mom wants more in it, meaning it wasnt done, when i was assured it was... All day friday i just sat around while it was being finished. the same friday she was to leave for hte PI. Ok, so i know its my fault for telling her on wed not talk to me to work on it. but wed it was supposed to be finished. and friday we would have been able to do something other than jus sitting around while i watched her work on it. you know how frustrating that was? and on top of that... she was supposed to call me when she got to the airport... thats what i heard, no matter what she says. she says it was hard talking while carrying stuff around, for check in and stuff. i ask her if she had her bluetooth, she said no. asked her if she had her regular headset and she told me that i was pusing it... WHAT IS THAT?!? i dont think its pushing it when i want to get in a decent conversation before my girlfriend goes off on vacation for 2 weeks. so all in all... the last 3 or four days, i got in about maybe a solid 3 hours AT MOST. and that freaking sucks... but whatever... im not going to let that shit get in the way of her vacation. shit... i never let my discomfort get in her way before... i just hope she realizes that...